Rasyiqah Hassan

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sometimes, it is not easy to evaluate life in a very rational state of mind. 

Long distance is torturing,

short distance annoys me,

so what’s left?


Posted on: August 14, 2015

God has his own way to speak to me. And i can’t help it. Its just too amazing.

Surah Al-Anaam:

Verse 164:

قُلْ أَغَيْرَ اللَّهِ أَبْغِي رَبًّا وَهُوَ رَبُّ كُلِّ شَيْءٍ وَلَا تَكْسِبُ كُلُّ نَفْسٍ إِلَّا عَلَيْهَا وَلَا تَزِرُ وَازِرَةٌ وِزْرَ أُخْرَىٰ ثُمَّ إِلَىٰ رَبِّكُم مَّرْجِعُكُمْ فَيُنَبِّئُكُم بِمَا كُنتُمْ فِيهِ تَخْتَلِفُونَ

Katakanlah: “(Sesudah aku mentauhidkan Allah dan berserah diri kepadaNya) patutkah aku mencari Tuhan selain Allah, padahal Dia lah Tuhan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu? Dan tiadalah (kejahatan) yang diusahakan oleh tiap-tiap seorang melainkan orang itulah sahaja yang menanggung dosanya; dan seseorang yang boleh memikul tidak akan memikul dosa perbuatan orang lain (bahkan dosa usahanya sahaja); kemudian kepada Tuhan kamulah tempat kamu kembali, lalu Ia menerangkan kepada kamu akan apa yang kamu berselisihan padanya.

Verse 165:

وَهُوَ الَّذِي جَعَلَكُمْ خَلَائِفَ الْأَرْضِ وَرَفَعَ بَعْضَكُمْ فَوْقَ بَعْضٍ دَرَجَاتٍ لِّيَبْلُوَكُمْ فِي مَا آتَاكُمْ إِنَّ رَبَّكَ سَرِيعُ الْعِقَابِ وَإِنَّهُ لَغَفُورٌ رَّحِيمٌ

Dan Dia lah yang menjadikan kamu khalifah di bumi dan meninggikan setengah kamu atas setengahnya yang lain beberapa darjat, kerana Ia hendak menguji kamu pada apa yang telah dikurniakanNya kepada kamu. Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu amatlah cepat azab seksaNya, dan sesungguhnya Ia Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.



Posted on: January 27, 2015

How very difficult to make a decision. I was too over confident over something. And sometimes too loud about making a point. I still can’t smell my future. I have a dream that is impossible to achieve. I was very demanding over the thing i choose for. Right now, when everything feel ok is not completely ok. And still I have to make choices.

But one thing that is true is, the more you feel comfortable and finding yourself, the more you loose people.


This is a very interesting conversation between me and few friends weeks ago. In our group, it seems like me, nik, and zati who has nobody (apparently) and me and nik are quite not try to care for not having the special one into our life. For us it is normal, although its not normal for certain people.

We both come to agree that, to find Mr right you will immediately have an instant feeling on it. It’s when you sit on the table, together, and there is sparks between you and that lucky Mr right. That kind of sparks is not easy to find. Several ppl might disagree with this bcz they thought relationship need to work things out blablabla. It just after several disappointment in my love life, I began to understand the difference between, loving someone, liking someone and finding a soulmate.

This conversation gets deeper when Fazreen arrived. For having almost 8 years long distance relationship she began to discuss about luck in relationship and all. What caught my attention is her idea about a soulmate. We both knew that loving someone and to be loved by someone is a big matter but how will you know if he is the right one?? Relationship is a gamble for certain circumstances. Even if you get lucky to love and be loved, it does not mean that he is your soulmate.

Then I began to summarize what a soulmate is all about. Sometimes its not the sparks, connection or the chemistry (no sciences applied here, come on be real).
A soulmate is your reflection. He is your mirror. When you look at him, you see yourself in him. And when you see yourself on that person, you began to understand yourself better. You began to realize your own specialty and flaws through that person. And when this happen, you will automatically fix yourself without even need to be ask to do it. Because you know how not perfect you are and what is need to be perfect for your soulmate. And when you understand this concept, you will appreciate every detail of that person. That’s come the concept of fulfilling your other half that is missing. Your soulmate will add it for you. Adjust it for you..so at the end both of you will be equal.

I just disagree when people said the soulmate is the one who knows you better than your self. Honestly, No one knows you better unless your own self (for god sake, people don’t be too cliche on this!). You have to know your own self before ever think of letting anyone else into your life. Your mix feelings will hurt others deeply at one point later on, so don’t play with fire.

I agree with most of our discussion during that night. Sometime it is true. A soulmate does not necessarily will become your lovers. It may come to the terms of friendship or anything. and as long as you are fully aware and realize of their existence. Your soulmate maybe the one who standing right next to you, but well, as a human, we will always miss to look at certain point.

so my advice. Open your eyes. Open your heart anywhere where it is needed. And love yourself. After all, YOU ARE YOUR OWN SAVIOR.

20140123_152220Photos of my recent trip to Bamboo Island, Krabi Province, Thailand.

p/s: Grammar Nazi alert! Lol my english is not good right now.

You know sometime, it is not about thing we shouldn’t do because of saving our self from it,
I feel like it is somehow, what a right thing to do to save our self. from heartache, hard feeling, and unhappiness. 

We are not living in this world forever, and if it takes just one minutes to do thing right, i want to take the opportunity too.

Bad day

Posted on: December 17, 2012

I don’t know why, but today, my world is turning upside down.

First started when i got stuck doing my research analysis. i felt something is really wrong since last week. And all of sudden, i found that, i haven’t complete the interview to the citizen just yet. and furthermore, i need to change my research question and objective. And can u ever imagine, changing these two things in research will force you to read more and more and extra 20 pages of literature review 😦


plus earlier, i’ve got really upset when my dell’s Pc broke down. I have been with her for 3 years and a half. and she’s been really kind to me, in terms of editing etc. but now, she’s dying. because of the hard disk need to be repair and change whatever it says. I am really upset about this. I can’t even remember that lotsa work was inside the PC. and Running man  toooo :((


after that chaos, i have a lil bit issue with somebody which i don’t wanna even think about it. I was just devastated.


then i went back college to make some dinner. but because i’m still sad about my PC, i forgot that mother stock me ‘Ayam telur’- It is the kind of chicken that is chewy-  and i tend to make a fried chicken. and i don’t know why, i put soy sauce to the chicken, and also chili powder before i put it into the frying pan. and it got a lil burn and well, THE CHEWY CHICKEN WASN’T NICE TO EAT ALL ALL.


sigh. i am pretty sure that today, is my very very bad day 😦




Posted on: September 7, 2012


Aku benci nyamuk. Aku rasa nak bako bako je nyamuk ni.




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